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Thursday, May 30th, 2002
8:28 am
today is the last day of school. i am happy i am going to go home and sleep, sleep as long as i can, just close my eyes and kiss my-ass goodnight, you heard me lol. so what is up all my "ninja's" i am ok, i have to work today but i dont have to be there until like 4:15 and i get off at 8:30 so that is good then i have the 31 though the 4 off so i dont have to work then. awesomei am in school right now andi got done with the final i have to take in this class so i am on here. so i am going to get off here. later all you masterbaterz
Tuesday, May 28th, 2002
11:25 am
yeah, it is me and i got my tattoo on my leg. it was so fun. it hurt but it was not to the point to were i could not stand it. it is not totally finished i have to get it filled in then i will put it on here. so how is everyone. i am good. there is a problem i have and i dont know what to do mayb someone could help. ok i know this gurl and i know that she knows me and that she does not like me. well, i seen her a coulpe days ago and she looked beautiful. i seen her and i was in awww. i was with another girl but i didnt after want to be with her after i seen the one that was there with another guy. i became a little jealous and sad. i miss her i was around her all the time. i seen her like every other day. should i tell her how i feel should i just shut up and let it go, what should i do? i hope she knows how i feel. well, i dont know what to do.
Monday, May 6th, 2002
9:48 pm
well, i am tired and i am hungry. i dont get anymore money from my parents because they are money nazi's thats ok though i just got a job at marsh. i was going to work at body art with a friend but i dont have the right hours to work they said come back in the summer or when i am out of school. i will prolly work there in the summer time. that would be cool. prolly do marsh and body art. that would be a party i like to party. parties arre great. yeah laterz.
Monday, April 29th, 2002
11:56 am
yeah i went home the other night and i got into it with my mom and i told her that i hated it at my house and i told her that i wanted to leave because i did not like my father, it was not because of my mother or anything but yeah i said that i wanted to leave because my dad and all he did was sit there and smile at me like he was getting his way. but i am going to show him that i can live a good productive life. i am going to get a job and i am going to stay in school and i am going to get a car and my lis. and get a place to stay without him and i am still going to play my music.i dont want him to have the staicfation that he made my life worse then it already is i am going to fallow through and beat him. the worst thing my first night gone i went home to get some clothes and shit and i got the (this was the night i got into it with my mom) but i had to tell my little sister that i was leaving. i told her not to be mad a t dad or anything like that i told her i had to leave for a while because i needed to get my life straight before it is to late. she ran to her room and i went in there and i talked to her and i gave her the # where i was staying and i told her that she could come over anytime. she said thatshe did not see enough now and if i leave she would never see me. i told her i was sorry. and she cried and i was about to but i held back and leann came in and told her that we needed to go and that anytime that she wanted to come over that she could so that helped. and she helped me carry my stuff to the car and she gave me a big hug and told me that i was her favorite brother and that she looked up to me so much because i do things with myself like my music and she said that she wants to talk to me everyday if not see me bacause i haven't even left and she missed me. it was the hardest thing that i have ever done, but i did it and i hope everything for her is ok. but i am ok and i am on the verge of getting everything in line so yeah. i am in school so i got to go later....

Current Mood: sad
Friday, April 26th, 2002
4:37 pm
well, i am trying to move out of my house because my father made it pretty well-known that he could care less weather i am there or not. i am wanting on a friend of mine to come over and get me so i can go get a job because i am a musical slacker. all i do is music and i love it but right now i cant make enough money off it to live on. i will be eighteen in less then a month and i can't wait but then i want to be young again and not have any worries. i wouldn't have to pay bills, worry about what i am going to eat, or where i am going to go. i dont understand why things are so difficult when you turn eighteen. i mean you should have more freedom. but for me i just have more things holding me back. it is quite depressing but yeah whatever. my mom came in to my school today to give me some money. she said she was sorry about the situation at hand, i believe her. i really do. i just can't see why it is so hard to just let your pride go and sometimes say that you were wrong, or that you were sorry, or that you loved that person. that is what i dont understand. maybe he does love & care for me but i will tell you that he has a very werid way of showing effection towards his son. and it is just me he has 3 other kids and they dont feel the way that i do. they dont see the way he really is. i dont know what to do. all i know is that i am going to get a job and get out in the world as soon as possible. i know that i am really not ready but i know enough to know what to do. now it's time to put that knowledge to play and try to use it.

Current Mood: depressed
Monday, April 22nd, 2002
10:11 am
i am sitting in school and i am not allowed to be on here but i am on here anyway i think that i can get kicked out of school for this. oh i am a rebel. not really how is everyone. good i hope. this past weekend went by really fast. i really can't remember half of the weekend. but i know that it went by really fast. i had a good time though. but yeah i got to go because it looks like the teacher is watching me. buhbye then
Sunday, April 21st, 2002
11:33 pm
life can be hard and life can be soft, but when it's hard its much more fun.
Tuesday, April 2nd, 2002
11:13 pm
hello all, how are you all good good i hope. well, the spring break is making me mad. the weather has been rather bad. rain what is that shit. i dont think that, that is something that we should have to put up with. well, today i hung out with an old friend and me her and another one of my buddies hung out last night and today. we staied the night at my house but none of you know that because my parents are in FL. so shhhhh. please. these last past days i have been pretty distant i really dont know why but i just feel like the world is driving away from me and no one asked me for a ride. i really dont know why i feel this way i just do. i have to pee but i dont want to get up but i must hold please. ok i am back. well, the time is soon to come i am getting my tattoos, my birth day is in like 49 days or something like that. i am getting the first one on my chest so yeah i cant wait i got away with the piercings but the tatts need to wait until eighteen i guess. well, i am out later taterz

Current Mood: crappy
Monday, April 1st, 2002
12:10 am
well, i am over at jeremiahs house and we are just sitting around watching tv. tomarrow we are gonig to practice. me gus jeremiah j and steven are all here and justin is coming tomarrow. today is the first day that i have been without any parents around. all i have to do is check up with my grandma and do whatever i want. well, i am gonig to go i will write later

Corey

Current Mood: quixotic
12:09 am
well, i am over at jeremiahs house and we are just sitting around watching tv. tomarrow we are gonig to practice. me gus jeremiah j and steven are all here and justin is coming tomarrow. today is the first day that i have been without any parents around. all i have to do is check up with my grandma and do whatever i want. well, i am gonig to go i will write later

Corey

Current Mood: quixotic
Sunday, March 31st, 2002
11:48 pm
well, i am over at jeremiahs house and we are just sitting around watching tv. tomarrow we are gonig to practice. me gus jeremiah j and steven are all here and justin is coming tomarrow. today is the first day that i have been without any parents around. all i have to do is check up with my grandma and do whatever i want. well, i am gonig to go i will write later

Corey

Current Mood: quixotic
Friday, March 29th, 2002
5:01 pm
hello here this is me and i am here....with my trusty sidekick grant. we are waiting the return of gus the evil one from the darkside. lol we are waiting to go to a party, cuz we are going to party at a party, with some other partiers, i am not sure what will be going on but something fun is bound to happen
but i got to get talk yall later
Corey

Current Mood: high
Tuesday, March 26th, 2002
3:06 pm
hello everyone today is a bad day i am very sick, last night we had band practice and after me and some friends chilled at my house and we were fighting (playing) and one of them (ashley carver) punched me in the jaw. it didnt hurt but it is all swollen i thought it was fun but yeah, i have a cold so i am home. everyother school didnt have to go today but BD and wayne township did, i thought that sux. but yes i am alright and make sure everyone that lives in the tristate area comes to the show on the 30 at the Emerson
Sunday, March 24th, 2002
12:21 pm
well, here we are, yesturday i went with a bunch of friends to my dads friend "john's" house to paintball in his 30 achers of yard. it was really fun i got to use my new gun so i was kickin' ass, so how is everyone. well, i no longer have a gurl friend and if you read my info on this it is only because i am too lazy to change it i am going to right now after this.
we broke up because she started flipping out because i did not call her for a day. big deal i really think that was a lame reason but whatever, but yeah i have to to get i am going to get a new barrel for my gun a bigger one you know the kind that makes up for the size of my penis buhbye

Current Mood: horny
Wednesday, March 20th, 2002
12:16 am
well, hey how are you all doin'? me i am ok i suppose, well, it has been a long time since i have wrote so i thought i would update things. i am ok i am in another band (just joined) called "zero effect" well, kinda' of joined i am doing them a favor now but i am going to talk to the other guys to see if they mind that i do that. but yes pupil is no more after the 30th we are starting over we are changing our name and we are writing new music..
i would like to appologize to Jessica formost becasue i was not right to do all that stuff to her and i am sorry for not talking it out and all. i hope you forgive me. i am making good grades bessides this one class i have to make up a 200 point essay and then she (my teacher) said i will have a "B" so i think i am doing ok well i think that it is past my bed time so i will go now ... laterz....
Monday, November 26th, 2001
7:01 pm
you might have to hit the urefresh button a few times after you click the link

Current Mood: irritated
6:59 pm
this is corey now but yeah...uuummm i think that jessica you are the only one that really needs to grow up. Loni was ready to drop most of the shit but once we happened to stumble apon you talking shit behind her back(deadjournal) you said what....that she is a nasty bitch and that they are scared of you...no no no jessica they are not scared they are just smart. they they could go to jail and they are not going to waste there time or effort on you..all i know is i am falling for Loni even more then you because she does not treat me like shit. yeah you told everyone what happened to you..nothing happened to you (i forcefucked you jessica that is the biggest load of shit i have ever heard)http://www.livejournal.com/tools/memories.bml?user=princessofdoom&keyword=description+says+it+all&filter=all (yeah i must have been since it is so funny......... you said i was jealous well, i did never metaly hurt you. yeah calling me stupid and retarded and dumbass they be lil but when you hear them form someone you thought you loved it hurts but now i know that i was wasting my time. 11 months. thats a long time. horrible time. i dont want you, and you dont want me right well, then leave me, loni, meliesa, leann, and everyone alone.

Current Mood: irritated
6:48 pm
this is corey now but yeah...uuummm i think that jessica you are the only one that really needs to grow up. Loni was ready to drop most of the shit but once we happened to stumble apon you talking shit behind her back(deadjournal) you said what....that she is a nasty bitch and that they are scared of you...no no no jessica they are not scared they are just smart. they they could go to jail and they are not going to waste there time or effort on you..all i know is i am falling for Loni even more then you because she does not treat me like shit. yeah you told everyone what happened to you..nothing happened to you (i forcefucked you jessica that is the biggest load of shit i have ever heard)http://www.livejournal.com/tools/memories.bml?user=princessofdoom&keyword=description+says+it+all&filter=all (yeah i must have been since it is so funny......... you said i was jealous well, i did never metaly hurt you. yeah calling me stupid and retarded and dumbass they be lil but when you hear them form someone you thought you loved it hurts but now i know that i was wasting my time. 11 months. thats a long time. horrible time. i dont want you, and you dont want me right well, then leave me, loni, meliesa, leann, and everyone alone.

Current Mood: irritated
Sunday, November 25th, 2001
5:34 pm
a screwed up night
This is Loni and I'm writing on Corey's page because there is this girl named JESSICA who is a stupid Bitch and thinks that she can talk shit about me online. Well first of all she made the statement that I'm scared of her and that isn't true because at the Emerson SHE WAS CRYING IN THE BATHROOM CAUSE SHE WAS SCARED!!!!!!! Second of all she said that i'm nasty but hey at least my eyes aren't fucked up. All I gotta say is that I'm not fuckin playin with a 15 year old CHILD. And if she reads this (which I hope she does) I want her to know that if she's got anything to say she can say it to my face at the next show!!!!And also her nasty cousin needs to quit talkin shit about Corey because he doesn't know who the fuck he's dealin with. I WILL FUCK BOTH OF THEIR WORLDS UP IF THEY DON'T SHUT THE FUCK UP. Basically it just all comes down to Jessica being a pussy ass cry baby who acts like she is 8 and fronts way tooooo much and I swear on my life I will hoe her ass right to the ground.So FUCK OFF BITCH.

Current Mood: infuriated
Friday, November 23rd, 2001
2:13 pm
well, i am at grandmas house and justin just handed me a beer, i think that is funny because my grandma is sitting across the room. but yeah i am tring to get my lebrae pierced i am going to try..justin is going to get it for me i think... i just found out my mom just got me a new mic. she called me all not knowing what the hell she talking about so that is how i know..she was asking me what is this and what is that. so that is kew she is buying me a 100$ mic so that is kew. and yeah i am happy we have a show tomarrow and i am getting pierced up and i am partying or tring to tonight try to get some people to come and trying to find where one is at, its all good. the cd is coming along and we are moving along good. nick if you read this i dont know if you did but give that cd to ross (from bliss) i want to be on that comp. upcoming shows sat. at the emerson. next weekend on the 1st. the weekend after at the festivilla on the 7th. so show up they are all good shows.

Current Mood: drained
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